Day Nine of the Magic beans 

Today my partner and I were talking about our holiday that is coming up at the end of October being of November. We were talking about the money and how much we would have to save for a great first family holiday together with the boys. My partner and I will be taking the boys to Vanuatu with the rest of my family for my uncles wedding.

 I would like to continue this weight loss journey. I have been feeling a bit off in the last couple of days because of the detoxing symptoms. I thought that I had missed out on them but they have been around for the last two days. I hope that tomorrow is a better day. I’m so excited about the magic beans as they have given me a better outlook on life as I thought that it was doomed to be not as bright as it is nowwith these magic beans 

Yesterday I was having a bad day because the night before I was unable to sleep due to having a coughing fit for two hours. Before I finally found the perfect position to sleep without coughing I pinched a nerve in my shoulder so I was in pain all day. I didn’t eat as healthy as I have been but I know that today was different and tomorrow will be even better.
 My partner is very supportive of my journey with the magic beans and how they are giving me the energy and motivation to enjoy the boys as they won’t be babies for much longer. As at the start I was enjoying it as much as I thought I would, but now you can’t keep me away from them at all. I struggle to leave them in the mornings when I have to go to work. 

 I have to get back into walking again  as that is helping me with losing my weight and keeping my mind thinking about other things than what I use to think about. I really enjoy getting out and about with boys. Strangers stop you and ask questions which I am more than happy to answer because they are taking some time out of their day to have a conversation with you. 

I can’t wait for summer because I am so excited about getting to take the boys to the beach to swim, make sandcastle, look at the rocks to find any sea creatures, go for a walk up and down the beach and to watch them learn to swim. I definitely don’t want them to get any bigger but I can’t really stop that because I am excited about watching them learn different things while they grow up into little men. 

I have also been happier than I have been in a very long time. I have suffered with being bullied at school this has played on my mind for years and recently I have just come to terms with it and how it wasn’t anything to do with me or what I looked like or what I wore, it was the person who was they bully they had insecurities within themselves which made them bully people because it made them feel better about about themselves. 

 I am absolutely loving life and what it throws at my partner and I. I am so grateful that I met my handsome amazing partner when I did because I thought I was going to alone for the rest of my life. He has given me the most wonderful gift I have always wanted. He gave me our children. Never thought I would have twins but I wouldn’t change it for the world.